well its been a while since ive wrote anything…the past week hasnt been all that great. ive been uber depressed which meant ive cried alot. i swear i use to never be a crier and now its all i can do. its not that im not happy cuz i am…its just im sick of people! dont get me wrong, i love hanging out and having fun…im not completely anti-social. i just choose who i hang out with wisely. i hate bars and clubs…i consider that to be like the devils playground. i dont need to see whos hooking up with who then see them with someone different when they come in from the parking lot lmao…i seen enough of that at the bowling alley when i was a teen lol. i dont do parties…i did enough of that in high school, and well im grown up. im not a prude by any means 😉 i just dont do my thing in social settings. i dont have the need to feel that i have to be seen doing things. also i dont need to be gettin in trouble…yes my husband is smokin hott! i know it and so does alot of girls…but if those girls even try…then i hope they have a plastic surgeon on speed dial cuz i will fuck them up. he is definitely into what hes got. if he wanted anyone else he wouldnt have got down on one knee and proposed to me and he wouldnt have married me. you can say im a bitch for making that statement if you want but he would say the same thing if the situation was reversed. we think very highly of each other…thats just how our love is and how we work together 🙂
social settings to me are just another drama pit. one person starts going on about something or someone then before you know it, it sounds like a bunch of hens clucking lol. not my thing. if someone needs to get something off their chest thats fine…but if its gonna turn into a bunch of bullshit and cause unnecessary drama, then keep it to your self. im not interested in what your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend did or said or whatever it may be. if it doesnt involve me, my family or anyone i care about then i have no interest in it…hell depending on the situation i may not care who it involves. but if it involves my kids or my husband…people better be prepared for an asskicking…i may not look like a threat but looks are deceiving 🙂 just ask the lil blonde chick in fayetteville who i threw 3 rows in the theater…good times good times 😉
well you can tell im just not into drama. its really unattractive, annoying, unnecessary, and so on. i also hate being told what to do…i know what i need to do and what i want to do and how im gonna do it. while i dont mind you expressing your opinions on what you think i should do and how i should do it…i hope you don’t mind me not listening. im one of those people that if i need help, advice or opinions, ill ask for myself. thank you very much!!!!!
whew….with all that said, just know that im no bitch..id just rather not deal with other peoples shit, especially when i have enough of my own to deal with. this world would be a much better place if people would just grow up and cut the shit…if someone hurts you or causes you continuous grief..cut them out of your life til they can grow up and pull out whatever is up their ass, beat their ass, do something about it!! dont let anyone make your life harder than what it is 🙂
lilcottontail 